Whats Life Worth?

Whats life worth i say, 
Everyday i start my day, i pray
Each time i hope to get things clear, 
Its never black or white but gray, 
Even english is confused, can be g.r.a.y or g.r.e.y, grey. 
To trust is vain, 
Less hemoglobin-oxygen bonds like in the vein,
Where do i start from i say,
Who is my friend  to listen today,
Or do i let this settle and lay,
Do i end it, and put it to bay,
I can feel the warm embrace of death. 
A party with a table being set forth to celebrate my birth to nothingness,
But then i ask would you be available when i call?
Would you read between the lines when i say i am fine but rather need help,
Would you treat me like a friend that i am. 
Or would you talk about my problems like a breaking news. 
Would you help me? 
I need help, i need a friend to talk to. 


Jide Oyegbile.....

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