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Gold... Everyone knows Gold glitters We also know not all that glitters is gold We like beautiful things But it’s important not to rush all beautiful things, Some are harmful whilst some are a handful, Gold lasts and would always be there even after we are gone, Its important not to lose life trying to achieve Gold, But to touch lives, That really is Gold, Appreciate the very little things,  How the rain falls, How the moon rises, How the sun sets, How the plants grow, How we sleep and still wake up. Love everything around you. Dr Jide Oyegbile (@itsJblaze) JBlaze. Edited by Irete Obaitan

Don’t Take You Away You are all the goodness in my life right now, Please don't you take that away, Don’t you take it away, The goodness of your heart eases the sorrows of this world, I wonder what I would do without you, Please dont take you away, I would give you my heart, my love, If only you would stay, I may not always be there, But be sure I'm watching, I'd be right there when you need me! My love, does my love make you uncomfortable? I am so sorry I love you this much, I cannot help myself, I will frustrate you with so much love, And would wrap around you like a glover, I am quite a sad lover, At least that was what she said, Back to you my dear, I imagine kissing the nape of your neck everytime I open my eyes, Kisses to you my dear. You are all thats good in my life right now. Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjblaze Edited by Irete Obaitan

Inspired by the family i would miss at this phase in life, the December batch of House Officers in UCH. Ibadan. Going To Miss You I wasn't taught to be  perfect And I know I am not perfect, But somehow,  you have made me feel perfect, Just by being with you, And being counted as a  part of you, How I feel for you, My dear, And about you, Words cannot explain And numbers cannot estimate, Saying I love you does no justice. I have known you for only so long, But sure feels like forever, My imperfections never mattered, Our fights, I would miss the most, With every argument we became closer, To think I never really wanted you close to me! And now I dont know how not to be with you around, I wish you well because I know you wish me same, And I would never forget how for me you would take the blame You are more than a friend, That's why I would be there for you till the very end. Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjblaze Edited by Irete Obaitan

So this may seem like i am a mean fellow. But really i am not. Its just a writters mind. Suck it Up I saw this baby, All crying and tears for milk, I saw the mum all sober, I thought, smash this child's head, Pull his tongue out, Pluck his eyes out, Anything, just anything to stop the noise, Gladly drain his blood and feed it to him, Life is tough, You better know where he is, Stop being weak and thoughen up, You in this world, Suck it up, Get stronger or see your blood used for paintings, With his mini cup as a paint cup, Just stop the noise. Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjblaze Editted by Irete Obaitan

Pain Tear my heart away, Shred it to pieces, Whats left of it anymore? Tears running down my cheek, Down my facial creases, Drain my tears till I have no more, I can feel the pain deep inside, Congestion from all my arterioles,  Whats left to fight for anymore? I just want to rest my head and my hurting eyes,  Please dont wake me up, Until I don’t feel this hurt anymore, I would pick up whats left of me and put them together, In this world there is so much more.  By Dr Jide Oyegbile (@itsjblaze) Editted by Irete Obaitan

Own Me Because you try too hard you lose me more, Because you try less you loosen me more, We both know what we want us to know, But is it better or worse that way ? I don’t know, Life is but series of moments, And I just want plenty of the happy ones, Only then can you own me. You need to get a good grip of me, But remember to loosen the grip when we have to turn, Else you leave nothing but scars on me, I am far away, just the same way I am close to you, I am close to you, just the same way I am far away. I love all of you as much as I want all of you, But too much of you scares me likewise, So I settle for bits and pieces of you, I make sure its the good bits and pieces of you, I'm not ready to handle your demons, They scare me as much as too much of you does, Call it selfish, Just own me as you own you. By Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjblaze Edited by Irete Obaitan

Pain I may not fully understand pain, But I know I have felt it, My heart racing faster, I can feel my veins constrict, And I feel like I am falling from a tall building,  Tears rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably, I feel so empty and weak, My world seems to be coming to an abrupt end, I just want it to stop, I cant focus, neither can I concentrate,  I am lost in a world of my own, And when I need you the most, you left like a ghost, I am not perfect, This time I just want to hug myself and say its okay even though I know its not, Till this hurt fades away.. Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjblaze

Gifts. People are like gifts, You have to unwrap them to know them, The outward appearance has nothing to do with the inward, Don’t get carried away, The more you unwrap, The more is revealed , You have to unwrap very gently and slowly so you don't scar the gift, Now look around and pick a gift. Oyegbile Jide (JBlaze) @ItsJblaze

A Story By Oyegbile, Olajide Samuel (JBlaze)@itsjblaze ‘You are stupid’, ‘yes I repeat you are nothing but a fool! Of what use is your cerebral cortex, you twenty five year old perfect piece of garbage’, Henry Ford said to himself. Its been about sixteen years since Engineer and Mrs. Ford died from a ghastly motor accident, my parents Henry said, and since then nothing seems to make much sense, I have a BSc in Physiology and a Degree in Medicine and Surgery, I should be able to solve the issue of Death, Death should be a choice, One life time is never enough, not for the right people he thought. After slumping into a soft deep blue colored chair, thoughts began to run through, ignited by the anger and turmoil of his parents’ death, he decided death could be cheated and came about the theory he called ‘Phantom Zone’. Henry came to a conclusion that there had to be a transition between life and death, you can’t just die, haven’t you heard of those who die and comes back to life, haven’t ...

Life I live life each day expecting disappointments, Trying out new things like an experiment, Those you trust with their 50 shades of lies, The smarter I become the lonelier I get, The dumber I become the more friends i get, Then i realize I am all on my own, There is less to life than is postulated, The older i become the closer to death I am, I am lost in my own world, And I can’t remember where I started from, Give me a sprinkle of Joy Life is but a shame Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjblaze

My Feelings Saturated feelings of an expression, I think they call it love, An ideology hard to comprehend, But a reason to be full of content, With the full moon rising too soon, A note for us to always consider, A mark of our existence as one, Concurrently to always be and forever, Words cant express how I feel, But words can soothe the need for my expression, Have a lovely night my beauty, I would always be your beast. Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjblaze

Life Everyday life kills us a little But then we cant decide to stop living the little A step begins our journey of several miles Yet its really hard to maintain it with smiles Thinking of what you lost in the past makes you lose a little of the present Rather build a future with a good cast and let it bring you presents Dont take life too serious, just be a little curious  Appreciate those that have been constant because when you need them they won’t be reluctant So much words based on expressions i feel are left out of the dictionary  No one can be perfect, not even the missionaries  Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjblaze

Safe Lair Funny when you think life is spinning, Only to realize you been the one spinning, Been counting 3456, When am to be counting 9876, You been the reason for my existence, Now it doesn't seem like you exist yet, Am furious at the fact, that it seemed like just an act My thought race away in despair And am only looking for a safe lair Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze)  .......@itsjblaze

Write Up- Closet My closet is where i do my shit, I get to figure all my shit, I get to mind my shit, I get to sort out my shit, Not bothered by your shit, Not disturbed by the worlds shit, I strain at times to displace some shit, I think back and smile while I remember some shit, As much as life gets hard, my shit remains my shit, I enjoy the privacy of my shit, At times i inhale and blow out my shit, I read and assimilate so much shit, For that short while all that makes sense is my shit, One of the greatest feeling is letting go of my shit. This doesn't mean exactly what you thinking, no matter what it is. Explore your mind. Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjblaze Do You have write ups or friends with write ups that would like them to be read by the world. Send an email to royalprince2018@gmail.com.

Write Up- Want You Here.  When i look at you,  i see the No in your Yes but i pretend, Because i hope there would be a Yes in your No, I hope everything gets better, So we can send ourselves love letters,  You are here, But you not here, I know you are around, but I don't feel your presence,  I want your Yes to be Yes and your No to be No, And i want to know that i know.  Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjblaze

Ever been ashamed of being "BLACK"? Yes Black! Black by Dr Oyegbile Jide (JBlaze) I am black and i am termed a failure I am black and i am called colored I am black and I don't need a cure I am black and i am not cursed So bad we make our race our excuse Don't insult me for being black cause i have a short fuse I am angry and furious And yet i am very cautious You are white and your colour changes at every situation Every emotion or illness you feel has its colour You should be called colored not white Or at best plain if you insist your aren't coloured White is after all a colour isn't it? Our ancestors were made slaves but they survived the harshest conditions Yet you think black, you think weakness If history has taught you nothing, hasn't it taught you *BLACK DON'T CRACK*? Black is beautiful I shed tears cause we have been treated in ways so sinful We are not  animals to be disregarded Stop the animalistic behaviour with no ...

Bye You are so perfect I have never been good enough for you I would never be good enough for you Not one heart was broken but two That is me assuming for yours too Do you see me in your future? Cause I only see how we got ruptured I wish not to let you go But I know I have to You so incredible This is in no way delectable My heart has grown fond of you The closer i get, the farther we become Its hard to explain I can only wish you well And pray you wish me well too. Goodbye my love. Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjbalze Edited by Irete Obaitan

Have you at any point missed someone that you dont know exactly how to express it? Yes it happens to everyone and you not alone. Share with that friend you miss and if not with us anymore be sure he/she sees your heart ALONE Friends are forever they say Someone please define forever I see you in the past and the future but can't find you in the present I wonder if you see me too You left us uncompleted I cant say I'm disappointed You took a part of us away I can't say I'm in disarray I think of how we used to be I don't see why we don't deserve to be I miss you my friend And i cry to the abrupt end I would remember you I hope you would remember me too.. Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) ...@itsjblaze Edited by Irete Obaitan

ever wondered how people that get raped feel? Rape, Is this what you planned for me? Make me empty as you send my mind to its grave? Forceful anger with deep sick revenge i crave, As I Play over and over the memory that refuses to be forgotten, Now I watch from a distance as you violate my autoclaved body, In ur eyes I see the emptiness but u cannot be saved ! I'm hunted by this horror but your joy would be shunted by many sorrows. Dr Jide Oyegbile ........@Itsjblaze Edited by Irete Obaitan

Sad i know, But surely how someone somewhere feels Womb Destroyer Help tell my mum i am not coming back home, I am trying to make a living so i could live on my own, You never wanted me cus i stole your womb, Now all you see is me in a tomb, I made your life sad and lonely, Your own blood, but yet i sent your conscience to the grave early, I was born without your smile, We lost each other from birth mile by mile, I cried, begged and hoped for your love, I am tired of being your worst mistake, I agree i took your womb, But i never took you soul, Who am i? The Womb Destroyer. 😔

Thank God For Being God. For God so loved the world, He gave his only son, No matter how bad i feel, to ma head i won't put a gun, Even when I sin, you still won't hold back the sun, At the mention of your name, the devil hears and runs, I'm a sinner yes I know, yet you wash me white as snow, At the end of the tunnel yeah, you reach out to me with your glow, At the mention of your name, I know I would steal the show, Thank you for being God. Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze) @itsjblaze

The Boss I am standing striving still at my desperation Thoughts flowing fiercely free from my inspiration I dont know how heaven heals this life constipation I think and wonder why we wish even in deep complication From childhood we cried crawl crave without a cesarean operation  Life aint smooth swinging swiftly sweet without corruption We searching solely solemnly for our destination After the moaning mourning morning joy comes with inexplicable constriction I realized don't live life leaving love aside for minutes of selfish designation  Am just in a blue black big boss bus and yet i feel like the boss in my own nation.  Dr Jide Oyegbile  @itsjblaze

Everyday life kills us a little But then we cant decide to stop living the little A step begins our journey of several miles Yet its really had to maintain it with smiles Thinking of what you lost in the past makes you lose a little of the present Rather build a future with a good cast and let it bring you presents Dont take life too serious, just be a little curious  Appreciate those that have been constant because when you need them they wont be reluctant So much words based on expressions i feel is left out of the dictionary  No one can be perfect, not even the missionaries  ....Dr Jide Oyegbile  @itsjblaze 

So i was on the ward attending to a patient when this came up.  Did someone come in?  Who is this person?  Lol.  Glimmer of Hope Having one of those days, Under the shed i could see the sun rays, As i attend to those that need help with the cannulation trays, Hoping for the day to be nice as i pray, A scent i could perceive in my subconscious,  As i look up to behold this beautiful damsel, Her smile, her lips, her eyes, i asked if am conscious, Then she spoke, my God she is human... The cannulation took way shorter than it should,  She walked to and fro and all i heard was lup dup of my heart, I knew that moment i saw her name tag that its not just any coincidence  I go to work each day hoping for so many more coincidence with her A glimmer of hope i seem not to comprehend.  Dr Olajide Oyegbile (@itsjblaze)

As a medical doctor i have been put trough hell and nothing feels more soothing than to put my feelings into wordings. Letter To The Health Sector.  I can be considered the living dead, My existence has always been to die so others can live, Yet am being acknowledged as a glutton, I lack the tools to function just as much as i lack the food to live on,  The health sector is gradually becoming the dead sector We cried, crawled and craved for a better future But all we get is a disdained picture Each day we base on hope Everyday it seems to have eloped Hear our cry o nation For our future we hope you grant our motion.  Dr Jide Oyegbile (JBlaze)